Day Four Part 2

Today at work sucked, it was really slow didn't make a lot of money.  I guess the next step in taking control of my life will be finding a better job.

I want to be able to do more with Camber, I would love to have weekends off to spend with her but that is not a deal breaker on a job.

I want to have the extra money to spend on maybe dance class for her or Gymnastics, something that she would love to do once or twice a week.

Maybe with not smoking the money I spent on cigarettes can go toward that or a family vacation for her.

I know I want to go back to school, I want to become an RN or specialize in a field of healthcare.  I know I will be able to do this soon as I get a different job with better hours.

I do love the fact that I am home every night right now and can cook dinner for Camber.  I love tucking her into bed every night and being able to kiss her and say bedtime prayers.  

I just want a better life for both of us, one where I am not struggling and living paycheck to non existent paycheck.  

I will keep praying everynight and keep trying until I accomplish my goals short term and long term.

Sorry for the long post I just had to get this all off my chest.

Later all!