I know it has been a while since I posted, I was having a few bad days.
We figured out that I can not take the Higher dose of Chantix so I am sticking with the 1 mg a day and I am doing great on it!
I will be honest I got really depressed and emotional and we caught it really early. I am perfectly okay now I feel great I still get upset at times, but I was already Bi-Polar to start with it is just learning how to deal with the ups and downs again and I am a lot better now.
Work is work, at least everyone knows I am not smoking and no one asks me for cigarettes anymore or even offers them to me. For that Girls at work I THANK YOU!
Home life is okay there are things I want to be able to change but can not but that was the same when I was smoking, I just have to build and bridge and get over it or find a new way around it.
I am still looking for another job and I really hope that the phone interview I had yesterday will produce wonderful results! Crossing my fingers and praying every night since!
Camber is Camber and will always be my "Little Princess". Mom is as usual working too hard and I wish I could help take some of her stress from work away for her but I cannot fix her problems anymore than I can fix mine. Maybe I will help her build a bridge to get over her issues too.
I am staying as positive as I can and I honestly think I am doing great at this I have not cheated though many times I could have, something keeps telling me you really don't wanna do that it is not going to fix the situation that has you stressed, take a deep breath and try again.
That is all for tonight I will try and be more consistent with my posts, and if you actually read this I promise again I am fine 100% better on the lower dose of medication.
Love always,
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