I have successfully gone 24 hours with no smoking. I had a lot of moments of weakness, shed a few tears, got extremely aggravated. But somehow I made it thru. I feel bad that my brother and sister-in-law had to witness it.
We all tried to keep busy today with going to the flea market with Camber and then lunch and grocery shopping then coming home to cook dinner together and then playing bubba's duck hunt game on wii.
I go to work in the morning it will be my first day at work with out cigarettes. I will pray tonight for an easy day although mostly if I am busy at work I do not even think about smoking, it is not until I hit the parking lot that I light up.
I am now at 2 mg of chantix a day, it seems to help some but like I said still had some weak moments where I really wanted to light up. Took deep breaths and walked away if that was what was needed or chewed gum I am finding Big Red is helping alot :) well I suppose I need to post on Camber's blog about our adventures today so I will go for now.
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers I really want to succeed this time!
Love always
Jenn
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