Day Five

So today is one of my days off this week, and I would normally smoke a lot more than I have today.  Which I am considering a good thing right now.

I am finding that they taste pretty bad now and when I do light up I find myself looking at the cigarette thinking why did I light you?

Still no bad or weird dreams, I am however sleeping lightly than usual, I found myself waking up several times last night to sounds of the house.

At least that will go away after I am done with the program.  Camber is at school on this beautiful fall-feeling day, her grandma is going to pick her up from school for a grandma/granddaughter day.  Camber really looks forward to these days with her.

I can say all in all that my little family may not be perfect but somehow and someway we make it work and all try to get along for the good of Camber.  And I am grateful to everyone who is in my life.

I do know however I will be needing everyone's support soon as I get closer and closer to September 15th.  One of the sites that I am reading has a great tip, to have a support buddie on speed dial for when you get the urge to smoke to call them and have them talk you down and remind  you why you are doing this and how proud they are of you.  So with that being said who wants to be my support buddie?

Well off for now gonna get dinner started soon 

Later